cuak cuak

poyo jer kan tajuk ni..

but dat's what i feel rite now..

selepas beberapa bulan, i will start my employment semula on the next monday {17 may}..

cam cuak jugak.. kecut perut jugak.. uhuhu..

i know i will be able to do my best for my next job..

i know i can serve well n buat seperti yang dikehendaki..

but then, i'm so scared if i cannot deliver as expected..

how if tetibe the employer cam regret plak menggajikan i..

oh, cam stress plak tetibe..

i need sum strength.. i need sum words.. i need sum inspiration..

like sum people doesn't understand what i feel inside..

hopefully my new job will lead me for my career.. bukan setakat to earn money for my living..

i don't bother much about ot, about the workload..

i just care on employer yang boleh reward me setimpal ngan what i do..

tutup buku lama during my ala2 slave time..

bukak buku baru dan improve myself..

with my dear yang dingin, entahla..

my job is depend on me.. i am the only one yang akan mencorakkan my way of life.. i'm the one yang perlu maintain my discipline in tip-top condition.. jangan jadi cam keje lama..

i hope dat i can be successful too here.. seperti in my previous jobs.. where always be n do the best for own self..

all the best for me n all my future undertakings..

break the leg n gudluck for everything..

don't be a quitter.. don't run away for all the challenges.. i can do this..

my honeymoon time is over, but i know i can manage sumting yang lebih interesting to keep up with my work..

i can do this.. may all the prayers be with me.. ameen..