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mase ngah surfing the net untuk modified my new blog, tetibe came across dis page..

macam best poster ni.. meh2 cek-it-out.. haha..

both posters: credit to buzz.blogger.com

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smart jer design ni.. suka sangat..

my adik just call me a blogger-girl.. {sebab suka kacau dia nak main tenet..hehe}

nanti kat ofis nak tukar wallpaper la.. sumting fresh n refreshing.. haha..

which one to choose from? haha..

1 nite vacation to kuantan

plan nak cuti kat kuantan ni bertukar berkali-kali.. actually nak attend wedding kak mal (21 nov 09) kat batu pahat then tido kat melaka.. tetibe tukar plak selepas dipertimbangkan yang melaka tu mesti jem giler masa cuti sekolah.. pastu ingat still on the rite track to batu pahat, tapi pi tido 1 malam kat kluang plak {giler ar, dah abes survey tempat makan siap kat kluang tu, tak masuk lagi plan nak pi tengok baby ila sekali harung.. that's y beria nak pi tido kat kluang}.. fuh~

tengah2 menyambung survey, dan2 plak terjumpa kad jemputan kawen yang baru sampai pagi tu tapi tak bukak lagi.. dengan jaya nyer membukak.. hoho~ kawan mase msu dulu nak kawen rupanya.. she's a nice fren, so dengan secepat kelipan mata ni (in a blink of an eye, haha) menukar plan terus dari batu pahat-kluang ke kuantan.. hoho.. dengan sepantas kilatnyer jugak, call mak {budak ni dok depan komputer kat sudut di ruang tamu rumah, mak kat atas dalam bilik tido yer..} untuk menginform plan baru.. hehe.. {tapi mak tak angkat plak, dush~}, naik atas nak cakap kat mak, tido plak.. so anta 1 sms kat dia nak bagitau awai-awai..hihihi..

terus jugak meng-sms-kan si zura (bride-to-be tu) n tanya2 sket direction suma.. dah tau serba sedikit, start survey kat cari.com.my untuk best place to eat n stay kat kuantan before mak call tanye apesal tukar planning plak ni..hoho..

enuff of dis planning.. siap dah prepare knowledge pasal tempat2 di kuantan..

on the day, 21 nov 09 mak siap-siap masak untuk orang2 di umah sebab takut diorang kelaparan plak..hehe.. kemas beg pun pagi tu baru stat.. planningnyer nak gerak kol 10 pagi..tapi ader terlajak banyak jugak la disebabkan budak yang ngah tulis blog ni nak mekap2 dulu..hehe.. so, bertiga jer {me, my mum n ika - adik pompuan ku ini} start our journey to kuantan..

disebabkan nak testing (dis is 1st time, douh), kitorang pakai kesas dari shah alam untuk sampai ke gombak {selama ni abah slalu pakai jalan-jalan di KL}.. jem rupanya area ampang tu (tak best!), tapi cepat jugak nak sampai ke tol gombak tu.. tengah2 jem tu, ika sebok nak suh berenti kat memane stesen minyak plak.. tapi memang she's end up ngan muntah2 plak (takde ketahanan langsung, takmo bawak dia jalan jauh lagi..huh~)

after tol gombak, kitorang stop jap kat caltex tu sebab mak n ika nak pi toilet, then i yang takde nak buat apa ni pi la kat kedai sat.. menyinggah sat kat dunkin donuts sebelah tu.. beli ni..

tara~

cukup la untuk 3 orang kan.. tak heavy sangat.. leh alas perut {lebey2 lagi kat budak sorang ni muntah2 jer..huhu}

meneruskan perjalanan ke timur.. ade stop jap sebab tukar driver.. 1st time drive avanza to pantai timur..huhu.. then tukar balik sebab driver baru ni bawak lambat sangat..haha..

stop jap kat r n r maran untuk singgah toilet n solat..

kitorang kuar exit kuantan tu macam dah lewat.. cari kedai makan dulu tak jauh sebelum sampai bandar kuantan.. kitorang singgah kat restoran selesa zuzana..

sepanjang jalan hujan jer.. bahaya jugak utk all the girls in the car neyh..huhu..

around kol 5 pm, kitorang cek-in kat seasons boutique hotel..

staying in room yang takde window membuatkan lost control sket kat persekitaran.. tak tau langsung sepanjang masa ialah hujan dengan lebatnye.. huhu..

malam tu, kol 7.30 pm kitorang gerak kuar sat pi makan.. menghala ke tanjung lumpur, cari kedai ikan bakar untuk dinner kitorang walaupun tak berapa lapar sangat.. makan sat kat ana ikan bakar petai before balik hotel tido.. hehe..

soknyer, me n ika pi breakfast kat semusim cafe (dis cafe is dis hotel's cafe..kitorang dapat 2 vouchers free breakfast dan telah dipaksa oleh mak untuk makan breakfast)..

cek-out kol 12 pm dan menghala to the wedding reception in alor akar..

kitorang sampai kat wedding tu around 12.30 pm.. sampai awal sangat kot.. plus hujan lagi menyebabkan the hall macam takde orang sangat pun.. ade la jugak terserempak ngan kawan msu dulu {sumpah, tak hengat nama dia..huhu}.. wedding tu dekat dewan, but like nobody there to greet us, so macam uninvited plak (pity sangat).. sampai seperti tertulis dalam kad, tapi tak ramai orang lagi..masih belum meriah la dat time..

then, we help ourselves jer la.. makanan mak cakap sedap, but for me okay la.. the pengantin will be there lebih kurang kol 1.30 pm.. tapi tau je la janji melayu mesti lagi lambat kan.. but we have to gerak early becoz cuaca tak menentu kat kuantan tu {kat situ dah hujan, sepanjang jalan pun hujan..silap-silap kat hiway pun hujan lebat je plak nanti..}

masa makan tu, ternampak la kawan2 msu mase keje kat academic office datin tu.. tapi tak berapa nak tegur la sebab ade another story behind..huhu.. sebelum balik, jumpe mak pengantin sat untuk memberi sumbangan sket.. then menegur sat ila n nurul (berbasa-basi sket..haha), then terus menuju ke avanza di luar..hohoo~

owh, terlupa.. disebabkan pengantin tak bersanding lagi, snap jer gamba pelamin untuk masuk blog.. haha..

so selepas itu, meneruskan perjalanan untuk balik ke shah alam.. kitorang stop sat kat r n r maran untuk pi toilet dan solat.. mak cam ngantuk je.. so backup drebar ni la drive..hoho..

tak tau la sebenarnya berapa kilometer dari maran ke tol bentong tu.. tapi i manage to drive selama 45 minit je..hoho.. terpaksa tukar driver selepas tol bentong sebab jalan2 kat situ bahaya, takut tak termanage je sebab bukan bawak kancil..huuuu~

kitorang masuk shah alam semula using kesas hiway.. sampai umah around kol 5.30 pm kot..

drive ngan berjaya-nyer di hiway kl-kuantan.. 1st tyme neyh.. hahaha..

p.s: post ni macam tak best sebab macam takmo tulis tapi tulis jugak sebab kene biasakan menulis supaya blog banyak post (haha~)

hotel layang-layang: prai, penang

uhu.. here is the last hotel dat i stayed during my 4-days-vacation in kedah n penang..

this is kinda a bajet hotel la jugak.. tapi dis hotel jauh la dari tempat2 tumpuan.. so, kalau nak datang sini either kene ada own transport.. or ada sum cash la untuk spend to the cabbies.. huhu..

in the same area of the building-shops' lot, u can find 2 hotel layang-layang.. actually, 1 is the old one, and another is the new building.. tapi.. under the same management la.. so, this hotel ada 2 entrance.. 1 yang boleh dilihat dari luar, iaitu bangunan lama.. the new one, entrance dia di bahagian dalam dat triangle type of building's surrounding.. {macam susah sket nak terangkan.. kene pi n tengok sendiri la.. tak familiar dengan dis type of building, sebab macam pusing-pusing kalau nak masuk atau kuar..or i'm the one yang pening la..huhu..}

the old building takde wi-fi.. but the new one, ada.. so, u kene request untuk ada wi-fi if memerlukan wi-fi di dalam bilik la..

for this hotel, the rate is range-type.. means, takde fix untuk suma type of bilik.. the rate is depend on the keluasan bilik.. like my choice of room..which is for 1 queen bed untuk sorang jer.. the rate ranged from rm 80 - rm 100.. mine? i got rm 100 for my room for 1 nite.. the deposit is another rm 100 for my room la..

menghala ke bilik..

here, i tunjuk keluasan bilik ni la..

dis untuk view katil..

dis untuk view dari katil yang mengarah ke cupboard n make-up table..

dis is the bathroom yang selesa la jugak..

untuk dis hotel, for my room.. my room number is 310..

macam sangat symbolic plak my stay during this vacation sebab the room's number is according to my stay's nite..

the facilities inside the room.. this room is provided with a flat-screen samsung tv.. ada small fridge.. ada vcd player (jenama branded jugak, tapi lupa plak).. ada air-cond {malas nak adjust, so macam kesejukan plak malam tu}.. ada air filter jugak.. ada heater untuk buat air skali..

wi-fi sangat okey.. ada password for the connection.. using both streamyx n wimax kalau tak silap.. memang online sampai tido, sampai bangun tdo balik la..

bilik ni sebenarnya sangat luas.. macam ibarat 2 n a half twin bed area la.. senang citer.. the bilik air pun sangat luas jugak, about 4/10 of keluasan bilik.. the bathroom is mesra pengguna islam sebenarnya.. senang nak amik wuduk la kalau nak bersolat..

but, for the disadvantage for this hotel.. first n foremost.. takde astro.. the tv reception memang sangat bagus, 8tv n tv9 pun ada jugak.. cuma astro la takde.. kekurangan sket.. huhu..

another thing, about iron.. tak dapat nak request datang ke bilik.. disebabkan iron slalu dirosakkan oleh guest, so diorang decide to let the customer to use the iron downstairs in a small room..

overall nyer.. stay in this hotel pun okey jugak.. tapi.. i guess the disadvantage is the location of the hotel la.. it is far from town.. so kalau nak berjalan or nak beli barang, if takde transport susah la.. tapi kalau ada transport, giant is not too far from here..atas sket jer.. then, if nak pi hala jetty or stesen bas, dalam 15 - 20 minutes kot.. selain bout astro tu.. n iron la..

lagi satu, area this place macam susah nak cari tempat makan la.. ade 1 pizza hut n ada 1 kfc.. n rasanye ada 1 kopitiam.. tapi macam susah la tempat ni nak cari makan.. sebab not everytime kita nak makan fast food.. but there's no choice kalau nak makan here.. kene pi jauh sket.. susahla kalau takde transport macam i..huhu.. (T_T)

if i got another chance to stay again in prai, bukan penang yer {sebab penang island tu macam jauh n susah plak nak dapat transport nanti}, i guess i won't choose this accomodation again.. nak try hotel lain plak la.. my abg yang choose this stay for me.. if there's another next time, i will choose not too far from the bus station la.. sebab kat sane pun ada lagi budget hotel yang boleh tahan keadaannyer n dekat kalau nak berjalan kaki n yang paling penting, dekat dengan tempat makan yang reachable within walking distance yang tak perlu nak invest sangat using cash.. huhuhu..

so, yang.. u better wait for my next trip there..okey? later i need to spend more time with u during my vacation.. huhuhu..

til then, wait for my next update for the next hotel la.. later dis month, i will have my vacation in kuantan plak.. so, nanti akan update for another budget hotel in kuantan la.. i'm going to choose a good stay n write in my blog later la.. {susah tau nak cari post for hotel in kuantan.. dat's y la.. huhu}

i'm a free lady today~

after 6 years, finally..

i'd be able to free myself from him..

he's been too cruel, too unfair, too mean.. yupe, everything bad..as he thought is equivalent to what he think he is to me.. after the worst thing he did to me.. rasa macam nak mati pun ada.. but i have to get up n run forward n never turning back.. kene bangun cepat, kalau tak makin susah lagi..

so.. on 12 november 2009.. the day for me to celebrate my free status as a single lady..

di kala semua kawan-kawan dah start their new families.. di kala ada kawan-kawan yang dah menimang their first baby girl or boy.. i'm here..being myself alone..

but actually, seeing other people bahagia pun dapat membahagiakan, kan?

my luv life kinda sux.. i'm not blinded by the words, by the wealth, by the materialistics, by the treat.. i'm just scared to live alone..

tapi sekarang, i have sumbody that always support me behind my back.. my abg is there for me.. he's the one encourage me to move on, to not afraid to live alone, believe in me that everything is in my hand..

i held his hand.. look into each other's eyes.. smile.. then step forward.. move along without scared n any hesitation..

i becoming me again.. the old me..

how glad when i able to say to the world, that he's dead n i survive in the broken relationship..

now i found the old me in the current me..

1 perasaan yang tak terkira seronoknya..bila proudly announce i'm finally over with the old book..

sekarang, we have to let all go with the flow..

no more think-think about being in a relationship anymore..

just luv life and live my life happily to get my shine back..

i'm too long overshadowed by all the problems..

so now, i nak buat suma yang menggembirakan diri sendiri..

i want to work well.. i want to live happily.. i nak kumpul duit banyak2.. i nak beli my own first car {adoi..lambat lagi ni}.. i want to add the frequency of my holiday n vacation.. shopping seperti yang suma girls suka {shop til u drop..haha}..

maybe orang akan cakap i am selfish.. but i have to take care of myself.. sape lagi yang nak take good care of me if i'm not the one kan???

i have my abg there to always supporting me.. then, it's ok for me to decide everything.. after this, i no more afraid to walk alone..

kalau orang tanya pasni tentang my nasik minyak.. i guess my answer will be..

"boleh tak kalau tak nak kawen?"

haha..

tired to think anymore..

"boleh tak kalau i pegi makan nasik minyak orang lain jer?? hihihi..."

so kepada kawan2, jemput-jemput la kawan korang yang sorang ni.. kalau ade kesempatan, sampai la cik single lady ni bertandang.. kalau ade rezeki lebey, dapat jugak la serba sedikit cenderahati dari cik single lady..hahaha..

to all yang dah kawen n nak kawen.. all the best n gudluck for the new stage of life after melafazkan akad nanti.. banyak cabaran dan rintangan dalam menghadapi kehidupan bila ber-dua nanti.. hidup lepas kawen lebih ber-realiti daripada masa bercinta dulu.. n this is the time when u will know the true colour of the spouse pun.. semoga berbahagia sehingga akhir hayat nanti..

to all yang dah ber-baby or babies.. mesti chumel2 suma kan macam parent diorang {iaitu, korang}.. this is also another stage of life yang mencabar kemampuan masing2 di samping membahagiakan dan mengeratkan lagi cinta dan kasih sayang di antara mama dan papa.. {*send my kiss la kat the babies' cheek for me..hehe..} cabaran ber-anak tak akan selesai, walaupun anak dah besar sehinggalah berkeluarga sendiri nanti.. sentiasa ada cabaran yang kadang2 tak masuk akal dan tak berkesudahan.. lebih2 lagi dalam zaman sekarang.. all the best for all of u in ur life ya~

so as for me.. i'm living this life with my own way.. being as optimistic as possible.. being as nice as i can be.. being good to everybody.. making others smile n happy is my priority rite now.. di samping to achieve all my other dreams instead of marrying..

to all.. a kiss from me.. muaahhh~~~

iklan tm - everyone connects

wah~ suka giler lagu ni.. meh2x, i share with u my latest peberet lagu plus video clip..

firstly, tak tau pun lagu ni actually lagu bunkface.. tak berapa minat lagu bunkface lepas dengar banyak kali.. tapi minat balik pas dengar lagu prom queen..hihihi..

tapi dis song really able to change my mood.. daripada bosan, boring n sakit hati, leh terus cheer up jer dengar lagu ni.. tambah plak ngan the paper boy n girl character tu.. chumel sangat.. kan kan kan??? cute jer..

since tm dah pakai dis song.. originally from bunkface, tajuk through my window.. sekarang ni banyak sangat plak version dia.. ada yang english version nyanyi by mila n af gang tu, ada english version nyanyi by shila (oiam), malay version by tomok.. tak sure la plak kalau ada version banyak lagi.. but the shila's version pun besh jugak.. meh tengok kat bawah ni plak..

{wah, mesti bunkface dapat royalti banyak kan? hehe..}

so, everybody.. i enjoy everytime dengar lagu ni.. so, do u jugak yer???

enjoy this song is a must tau!!!

muaaahhhh~

leboss restaurant: sg petani

dis is review about the restaurant n the food.. but this review is bias-ly on what we eat je la yer.. kalau other food n other segment of the restaurant, takde la plak cover dalam this post..hihi..^_^

on the first nite i arrived in sg petani, my abg took me to this restaurant.. is actually from my advise la..beria-ia nak datang sini.. surfed in the net n got some nice reviews from other customers too.. walaupun ja-uh sangat daripada my hotel there, tapi disebabkan buah hati dia yang ajak, then my abg pun drive me there.. {pity la budak ni, datang jauh2..tapi takde transport, orang lain jugak susah..huhu}

dis leboss is located in the lagenda heights in sg petani utara {most post pun kat sg petani utara la~ sebab malas nak berjalan yang dekat selatan tu..hoho..tersedak..} the easiest landmark to reach here is the tesco sg petani utara (or the locals call, tesco lama) and the village {iaitu di sebelah tesco}.. the village ni ialah mall 3 tingkat yang baru setahun dibuka yang tak besar macam sacc mall kat shah alam {pun sama dari segi kepenuhan lot2 kedai yang tak begitu ramai menyewanya.. pun jugak dari segi keramaian pengunjung-nya la..}

if the village is on ur left-hand side, the tesco car park will be on ur right, followed by the tesco building.. and sebelah kanan lagi akan jumpa dis 2-storey building of kedai2 pulak.. jalan2 area tu macam complicated sket disebabkan arah jalan dan sign board n mana nak masuk simpang.. but u will find this restoran kat belah dalam dis area of kedai2.. selang sebuah kedai ialah butik anakku (for the babies' apparel tu).. berhadapan plak ngan butik nutrimetics (yang cosmetic macam avon tu).. hoho.. begitu detail skali location nyer..

we've been there malam, around 7 sumting kot.. so, tak dapat nak amek gamba luar kedai walaupun abg park keter betul2 depan restoran..huhu..

credit to the leboss facebook, as mentioned..tak dapat nak amek gamba dari luar sebab hari dah gelap.....

we've entered the restoran.. actually, dia ada beberapa section la inside.. depan skali ada sofa-type seaters.. sesuai untuk business talk n hi-tea or minum petang.. kat blakang plak ada 4-seater dining table.. sebelah kiri ada more than 4-seater dining table.. n another section for smoking area kat luar in the other side of the restaurant.. this place macam ada 2 kedai yang dicantumkan.. that's why dia ada large area for each segments..

the sofa-type seaters dekat main entrance

this owner likes arrangement la.. he arranged a lot of collections of many things actually.. basically the collections include barangan2 yang terdapat di dapur la..is everywhere inside, arranged nicely kat tepi2 sudut or dekat dinding.. kid's place pun ada disediakan jugak di restoran ni.. n another uniqueness of this restaurant is the fish collections.. ada banyak aquarium..tapi sorry, i tak kenal ikan..so can't mention.. n sorry jugak sebab tak banyak gambar {segan plak rasanya dok amek gamba manjang dalam restoran}..huhu..

for the kiddies..

the side entrance in the smoker's area..

cute interior design {gardening2..}

so, finished the talking about the interior.. now, we move to the foodies..ahaks..

i got myself chicken chop black pepper mushroom as my main menu.. for this type of food, i got to choose free 2 side dishes, which then i choose to have potato chip n pasta chicken.. the price? rm 9.90 for this set.. air plak, as always..apple fresh fruit juice (rm 4.70) for me {mahal, i just knew..T_T}..

my food, as mentioned above..

my drinks..apple juice..

my abg plak.. he choose to have chicken stir fried rice (rm 14.90) for his dinner.. n the drink is teh tarik xxl (rm 2.80)..

food abg..

another common things during our meal together, biasanya we will order another set {as like 3 pax makan, padahal 2 jer..}, so abg choose another set of pan grill tenggiri fish fillet (main) and the 2 side dishes (potato wedges n mash potato).. this set is the same category as mine..that's why dia ada free 2 side dishes together with the main menu.. dis set plak priced of rm 24.90..

our another extra pax of food..

the food review.. my chicken chop is okey.. sedap, but not the best la.. the ayam is well cooked, the black pepper sauce pun rasa la ke-black pepper-an nyer.. sauce tu banyak, so tak risau tak cukup untuk cover the ayam la.. the pasta chicken? rasa dia macam tak kick la.. kuah spagetti tu tak cukup pedas, tak cukup la sebagai kuah spagetti.. the potato chip is nice..i guess dia buat sendiri, bukan bought-type potato chip la..rasa tebal potato tu..puas makan..

untuk abg nyer rice.. ok2 jer rasanya.. dia ada crab ball skali 2 sticks in a set..tapi crab ball tu macam dah lama..tak sedap sangat la..cepat muak makan.. set tenggiri tu abg cakap boleh tahan..mungkin sebab dah full kot, tak lalu nak makan.. the wedges ok jugak.. the mash potato pun sedap la..cuma the gravy tak banyak sangat nak cover the whole mash..huhu..

untuk review about the restaurant plak.. this is a nice n great place for hangout la.. we can spend the whole nite bersembang pun tanpa diganggu sesiapa in here.. but abg ada komitmen lain, so he has to get back early.. the interior design is good..dengan ikan2 yang banyak tu {i think around 6 aquariums ++ inside the restaurant itself}, memang melekakan dan menenangkan fikiran.. just i think, for the customer service la..boleh try improve lagi..becoz the waitress kinda tak bother sangat nak pegi kepada customers if they've been called.. lagi satu macam diorang suka tolak2 keje la..melambatkan.. but overall, this place is fine.. sesuai untuk dining yang santai la.. {i guess if the nite is peaceful la..tapi kalau member2 suma huha-huha, then takde dah santai tu..hihi..}

overall, i can give them 3.5 bintang out of 5.. keep up the good works n efforts in running the business ya~

casa lagenda hotel: sg petani

well, time untuk berduka-lara perlu dihentikan.. life must go on.. my blog pun perlu diceriakan dengan sesuatu yang menarik yang boleh dimanfaatkan oleh other people..

so then, rite now.. i will continue my post to write about my other stay in sg petani aritu..

the second nite, i stayed in casa lagenda hotel in sg petani (utara)..

dis hotel quite nice, new hotel kot.. located in lagenda heights, tak berapa jauh from the village mall..

i got here by taxi from the northern lodge hotel.. the taxi driver, an indian is a nice pakcik..so i gave him some tips la.. aha~ tambang taxi from northern lodge ke casa lagenda kalau tak silap around rm 8 kot..huhu..

i arrived there around 1 pm.. check-in dulu baru gerak jumpa bushro nearby for a quick lunch together..

ok, the rate.. ada perbezaan harga between weekdays n weekend.. sg petani is in kedah.. so the weekend will be friday n saturday la.. untuk weekdays, the rate will deduct another rm 10 for each type of rooms chosen.. the deposit plak, will be rm 52.. so these are the rates for the rooms..

1 katil double - rm 78

2 katil single - rm 88

1 katil double + 1 katil single - rm 108

2 katil double - rm 118

as i am a lone ranger, so i choose dis type of room..

1 katil double.. fit for me n the laptop to online..

ada astro yang paling penting (hbo, cinemax, 8tv, espn, discovery..banyak channel n sangat2 fine reception of the astro viewing), ada small fridge, ada heater for tea-making..

view menampakkan pintu bathroom..

for this hotel, i dapat bilik bernombor 220.. for the 2nd stay of my vacation..

so, selepas letak barang after i check-in, then i headed to see my colleague in lagenda heights for our lunch.. as i have no transport there, jalan-la~ tak jauh sangat jaraknya, tapi around 10-15 minutes jugak la kalau nak round-round situ cari restoran yang best nak makan..

i couldn't meet my abg tonite.. ada sumting appeared.. so take good care of myself sendiri la.. seb baik petang tadi dah pi makan ngan bushro..

malam tu, i singgah sekejap kat tesco to buy some drinks.. sempat amik gamba sekejap before gerak.. equipped myself with the bluetooth, here i go..

balik tak lewat sangat.. sampai kat bilik, menyambung facebook n all the internet stuffs.. oho.. abg ada minta buat sesuatu dengan laptop..

so the next day, i check-out lewat 1 jam..

dah siap suma, then gerak to kubang pasu ngan my luvly abg untuk syam n sara wedding, which earlier posted in my blog..

some notes for the staying in this hotel..

advantages of this stay here.. the most important part, ada wi-fi available for free.. tv n astro viewing is sangat nice dan enjoy tengok tv depan laptop.. katil dia sedap..walaupun tido terganggu sebab hal ofis.. the security is good, sebab the reception memang ada kat depan n jaga the customer's privacy..

while for the disadvantages plak.. room is quite kecik la sebenarnya.. dekat sangat jarak dari hujung katil dengan pintu bathroom macam leh view gambar dekat atas tu.. boleh lompat jer dari dalam bathroom terus ke tengah katil..hoho.. then, bathroom kecik sangat.. like 1/6 of the room..sempit, susah nak mandi shower kat dalam bathroom tu..huhuhu.. oh, another disadvantages termasuklah ke-tidak-friendly-an of the receptionist if there's sumbody yang diorang tak kenal come n if the customers bawak barang berat.. my abg come to get my stuffs nak bawak turun sebab banyak n berat sangat..but they seem tak kesah n tak friendly.. the same goes when i came back from some shopping malam tu, barang berat tapi diorang cam tak bother to ask n to help..huhu..

another notes about dis hotel:

name: casa lagenda hotel sungai petani

address: 15, jalan lagenda 2, lagenda heights, 08000 sungai petani, kedah

tel: 04-425 8972 / 04-424 8972

fax: 04-422 7972

but overall, staying here is nice kalau u takmo diganggu n nak memperoleh ketenangan sangat.. just stay in the room, buat hal sendiri, tengok tv macam takde esok dah, online sampai check-out.. how nice the vacation kalau takde gangguan langsung dari ofis yang come across banyak kali yang uninvited..huhu..

luv life

life is just so unfair for sumbody..in certain time..for some people..in some situations..in everything u do..

i just figure out sumting in my life n i guess my discoveries about dis thing has made my luv to slowly dissapeared from me..

my life is actually ruined n destroyed because of this fella n i guess dat maybe it will become worse in the episodes of my life..

i just don't know what to do to feel him again in my life.. he's like mendiamkan diri n senyap jer.. no call, no sms..even worse, i felt like no cared anymore by him..

since from the beginning, i already accept him as he is n don't discriminate, even though anything happen to him.. i started to fall in luv.. i learned to luv tanpa balasan.. i made him special.. i treat him in his own unique class.. i luv him, more than anybody else.. i care for him, when the least don't even care.. i could do almost everything for n wif him..

but now, i just don't know.. there are so many things happen in my life.. wif sumbody that eventually destroy my future n all my dreams.. with so many things complicate my mind in the office where i refuse to talk to the certain people dat think i am their slave.. with jobs dat sumtime hesitate my steps to go further.. with sum situations that i forgot to do, forgot to make, forgot or sengaja dat slow down some process becoz there are just sumbody yang memang nak tengok i fall, i kene marah ngan boss.. sumtime i just cannot tahan all this mess.. i'm not strong.. sumtime i need sumbody dat will support my back, support my decision.. but still sumtime, the person that i really need will not be there for me..

i thought dat i dah cukup independent.. pandai bawak diri sendiri..buat hal sendiri..tak nak menyusahkan apape pun.. but i think my thoughts are wrong.. still in many ways, i still need him in my life.. especially untuk dis sum girl yang takkan kawen.. n dat's me.. lately, i hurt myself so much in so many ways n he just don't even care..

i don't know la.. he once said i am just too good for him n i deserve sumone better than him.. i tried hard.. we will not going to marry to each other n the situation is understood.. but i guess, i luv him much more than he does..

"ya Allah ya Rahim.. aku amat menyayangi hamba-Mu yang bernama najiha.. tak sanggup aku kehilangannya.. berilah aku kesempatan merasai nilai kasihnya.. rasa sayangnya.. dan keluhuran hatinya walaupun secebis cuma.. penuhilah perasaan kami dengan kejujuran.. dan kebahagiaan.. detikkan hatinya untuk menyayangiku.. dan menerimaku seadanya.."

"ya Allah.. sekiranya telah kau catatkan dia milikku.. terciptalah buatku.. dekatkanlah hatinya padaku.. satukanlah hatinya dengan hatiku.. titipkanlah kemesraan antara kami.. agar kebahagiaan itu kekal abadi.. amin.."

"abg cintakan mu syg.. pls.. u're my life.."

"bila abg balik umah.. abg ada banyak hal kat umah.. harap syg paham.. tapi percayalah.. atas nama allah, abg menyayangi dan mencintaimu najiha.. trust me.."

"abg akan sms syg dan tu bukanlah suatu permintaan yang besar.. syg ada hak pada abg.."

"i luv u too.. no one luv me like u did.. tq dear.."

"today, hari yang buat i gembira.. sebab dapat mesra dengan seorang insan yang berpangkat adik.. dia sungguh baik hatinya yang mana orang selama ini tak menghargainya.. i am sure Allah akan memberikan padanya pedoman dan ketenangan hati.. pada hari-hari mendatangnya.. doa dari seorang abg akan sentiasa berada di belakangnya.. amin.."

"setiap manusia ada salah silap sendiri.. abg tak lepas dari itu jua.. syg terlalu baik bagi abg.. u luv me.. u made my live happy actually my luv.. cuma kekadang abg je tak tau nak berterima kasih pada orang yang banyak berkorban pada diri abg.. maafkan lah abg ye syg.. abg akui kesilapan diri abg.. syg tak salah apa pun.. malah syg akan dapat manja dari abg.. i promise u that dear.. becoz u're the one that i luv.."

maybe he forgot all dis sms-es sent to me.. n i just takkan meminta apa lagi from him.. tak tau la kenapa tonite dis post is just so emo.. but there's just nobody i can talk to for everything dat i keep deep down inside my heart.. luckily ada blog n i just can tell.. he will read dis, but i don't expect anything..seriously..

i just want all this mess-up feeling to go away.. i don't care what will happen in the future anymore.. i takkan kawen, then lantak la.. all my dreams washed away by a sumbody stupid, then i serahkan to the Up Above to pay back.. tukar keje mungkin dalam masa terdekat..only if i really determine, tekad untuk melaksanakan.. go on vacation, i'll be..even if dat's mean i will be a lone ranger again to a place i'd never been..singapore perhaps..hmm..

there are so many things bercelaru in my mind rite now.. even dis post is created 12 am above will show how the need to release make me dis way.. i feel like the need for the vacation is sangat-sangat diperlukan lagi for this time being.. my stress level is increased lebih banyak if compared to the before vacation level..

i really miss my abg.. i need u so much sayang.. there's no other way to say it, but i have to admit that i really need u..lebih-lebih lagi in this time where all the problem come.. i need u from a human view, whereas from the spiritual side that i don't have to mention.. if letting me go is the best way for us, then i will do it for u dear..i will if that will make u happy n not distracted by me anymore sayang.. just some things dat u should keep in mind.. i will be there for u during ur hard times..but i will not be for u if u're happy.. i will luv u without seeking any refund for everything n every luv i gave to n for u.. ur happiness is the first thing i search for u to be comfortable in everything u do.. i will try not to burden u anymore becoz i'm not anybody n not a sumbody special enough for u.. i am so sorry, so much dear.. i miss u a lot honey..