nak resign, leh tak??

i am damn tired la ngan keje sekarang.. letih sesangat..

i've done so many jobs macam foc for already setahun lebih..

everytime my colleagues berenti, dis pembantu am la dok meng-take over keje2 yang diorang tinggalkan tu.. suma yang berenti tu, dah la gaji mencanak2 jauh lebih tinggi daripada dis pembantu am.. tapi cam tak reti2 jer nak naikkan my salary.. everytime ialah akan give the economy reason.. but then, kenapa orang lain leh naik, but not me?? the one yang able to do all the jobs, much2 better than yang meninggalkan beban tu kepada pembantu am ni??

i'm not always complaining.. but then, it's not worth to wait anymore.. my energy, skills n thought were used more than i can stand.. n now i cannot stand..

tak kesah la kalau sesape nak bising2 pun.. but i really2 need to walk away..

my family already give the green lite for me to be a penganggur sementara nak dapat keje baru ni.. but in the mean time, the search for the new one kene dipertingkatkan lagi..

my dearest still want to tahan me from resign.. maybe becoz dia tak yakin with my decision.. but i really do n dis is my life.. how long can i stand if i still there?? tak boleh yang.. really.. u just don't understand.. u look from ur eyes, from ur perspective, but then.. u never think about me.. even in a day pun leh kira how much time u have for me.. ni plak for bigger things than that..

my plan is to submit my letter in the middle of february.. my 1 month notice will end my service on the middle of march.. so, dunno yet la if i really have money tak on my birthday in april.. huhu..

even if my salary will increase after the letter.. i'm just sorry.. i cannot tahan anymore.. i need more time on myself n my life, other than thinking about work n office all the time..

hopefully, i can get a replacement soon so then i will not mati kutu kat umah.. i'm just a workaholic, n dat's what make me a busy human.. berilah kekuatan kepada diriku ini ya allah.. ameen..